♣ An Alien Entity ♣

♣ I still feel as if I don't really belong in this world -- new school. I don't think that I have someone to turn on whenever I'm in deep trouble. And then, I feel as if I am so alone. I swear I could have just stayed to my previous school. Although I am to face some serious scrutinies but I guess, I'll manage.


♣ Being new to this institutions has its advantages and disadvantages. For now, I can count with my single hand the good things that had happened here. For the bad things, I don't know. You try to figure it out.


♣ You see, a lot of the time spent here in this campus, made me realize that I really don't have somebody. Walking alone the hallway, eating my lunch alone, and studying by myself, I feel as if I'm the loneliest person in the world. Or maybe that's just me, exaggerating. I mean, yeah, maybe.


♣ But that's besides the point. There's supposedly someone out there, I mean, I know where he is right now, but, supposedly he should have been communicating with me every now and then. But that's not the case, because I barely receive a message from him. I wonder if he even cares for me anymore.


♣ But I'll understand if he won't. I mean, I guess I could live without him. I managed to be alone, even if I'm lonely, I still managed to survive. So, maybe life without him would be a life that's good enough for me.


♣ Although a lot of bad things have happened to me, I think, there are some good ones too.. There are those "kilig" moments.. ahaha!! You see, I am being taunted to somebody whenever I am in my different classes. Yes, it's sometimes kinda cheezy but in a good way.


♣ So what's really my point here: Well, nothing really. Because I'm just killing time waiting for my next subject. I'm tired of studying and I'm tired of being alone. Good thing this net lab's packed with people from different colleges.


♣ What I am doing right now? Nothing actually, besides, listening to these people's gossips, problems and chit-chats. So, I guess that's about it for now. Have to publish this, so that later on, I'll have something to laugh about. LewL!