Of Change, Apology and Staying the Same

Translation:

I am the type of person who'll give the reasons first. I will tell you everything before I'll apologize for disappointing you. I am like that, tsk! Maybe I can still change. But I am already like this, this kind of attitude will always come out when the time comes. My only wish is that you'll accept me for this. That's all I ask of you.

I'm really sorry for this attitude. That's all there is. I'm really sorry. Sorry... sorry... sorry.

Side Note: 

Ex's Comment: 

Agree.

My Take on This:

Haven't anyone heard of the maxim: "NEVER RUIN AN APOLOGY WITH AN EXCUSE?"

I guess no one ever really knew what this maxim was all about. Not this guy right here. Nor his ex. Let me say this, "They belong together."

I've been reading his post over and over again and what I'm really getting is, I mean, what he's saying, at least, what it comes to me is this:

I am like this. Even if I can change, I still won't. Not for you. Nor for me. You better accept me for this because I will never ever ever ever change for you, Bitch!

Congratulations! You didn't just break my heart into pieces, but you put me in a place farthest from you. Of course, I'm still in love with you. And I'd still be here. How martyr can I ever get? But I'm exhausting all my feelings for you now. And I pray to God that I'll lose every drop of love I have for you so that I can finally let you go.

You know what hurts me the most? It's the fact that I would do anything and everything for you. But I guess you're just indifferent. I remember a post I read somewhere which talked about Caring and Indifference. It somehow goes like this:

Caring: "Indiffy, why don't you care when I suffer?"
Indifference: "Why do you choose to suffer?"
Caring: "I suffer because I... I love you."
Indifference: "That's nice." 

The moral of the story is -- The problem with caring is you can't help but care. The problem with indifference is finding yourself doing nothing. 

You ask me to accept you for who you are. But I'm asking you to apologize without explaining. But NO... That won't do, right? You just won't say "SORRY" unless you make me feel so miserable with all your EXCUSES which you call "REASONS". And by the way, there's the dictionary for you to distinguish between the two.

Bottomline: YOU HURT ME. A lot. Those words and now this post telling the whole world how you will never change for a girl. Congratulations! You got their sympathy. I never even had my self heard.