† Where I Belong †

† It's really hard to know where one really belongs. Where one's heart is really at. Mine, for instance, is very much confused as to where it really should be. Should it be here? Near my hometown where the most important people in my life are? Or is it there? Where my future awaits me with arms open wide? You see, I should be finishing my course sooner if I were there and later if i am here...

† I really want to finish my course right now because I'm going to proceed to Law School. And for me to do that, I have to sacrifice being far from my life [.Miah.]... and also my parents don't really trust me that much. Anyway, I have to figure out where I really belong. Because next week is enrollment week here at Central Mindanao University. And I have a really big responsibility to handle, I'm the Editor-in-Chief of Aggie Bulletin, the official publication of the College of Agriculture at CMU and God knows I don't want that responsibility. So, am i gonna escape away from the task assigned to me? [.i.haVe.No.iDea.]

† All in all... I figured out a plan that quite possibly be for my own good. Here's how it's gonna be:

† 1. I'll be enrolling at XU whether I like or not [..or really like it..]

† 2. I have to pick subjects that will be very much flexible for me. Say, take all morning subjects.

† 3. I have to look for a part-time job. Jollibee or McDo, if God is willing. [.hopefully.]

† 4. Go home every weekends for Miah. [.and.oReO.pOssibLy.]

† 5. Maintain my DL'er grades.

† 6. Show the world that I can make it through thiS [.ALONE.]

† Very easy to type, indeed... Yet this might be so hard to accomplish. That is why after this blog, I'm planning to make my resume. God help me.

† [.noone.really.cares.God.what's.with.this.people?]

♪ Condemned™♪

I just want to get things straight... A lot of people are thinking so badly of me that I can't even defend myself because of the judgments they've made. It's not that I don't have anything to say, it's just that I don't get the chance to say it because they are already closing their ears from me.

I don't have to explain to anyone why I'm single right now. Do I need a reason to be single.? It's just that I'm tired of loving someone who can't love me back. And Hey! I'm not totally single!! I mean, I have someone who cares for me as much as I for him. But that's besides the point.

And then about that MYSTERY GUY. Well, to HELL with HIM! I don't really care what he does with his life. He's finally revealed him self to me and though he's a rider, and he's good looking and he came from a rich family, I DON'T really CARE because he's sooooo full of himself, and he's sooooo vain. I don't want to be with someone who can't stop talking about his self. Y-u-c-c-c-k-k!!!

About Marc [insensitivity kills], well, there's nothing much to say about him. Because I don't think he's interested anymore. He's not even texting/calling to check on Miah. But that's okaaayyy... I totally understand. I don't blame him. It wasn't his fault anyway why I'm so miserable right now.

You see, I've moved on. And moving on means accepting my past and welcoming what my future has in-store for me. I know it's not that much. But at least I know that I have a future. So, to all those people who condemn me, well F*** Off!!! You don't know me! So stop judging me because that ain't funny anymore. Just wait you see when I graduate, I'll slap my diploma on your damn faces. Anyways, ciao for now. My family and I are on our way to Davao. So, uhmm.. Ciao!!!