I'm All About Him

I still am.

And I know I shouldn't be counting on this much. I left Manila. But my heart's still there. One thing I've learned though, I loved him even if he's only an idea.

But what I've learned from this is that I finally accepted the fact that we'll never be more than friends. He has her ~ Faye. I think they're getting back together now. I'll be happy for them, that's for sure.

However, I would like to hold on to the idea that I love him. I'm doing this not to hurt myself further (although, of course, I get so hurt sometimes), but to help me focus onto bigger things. At least now, my eyes are set on no one and I won't fall in love with anyone because he already has my heart. Yey! Until I see him (even if they're already married or whatever), I'll hold on to my dream. (: